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missing you

days go by.
nights they come and go.
the dreams of you they stick with me.
they haunts me.
these emotions they come and they go.
no amount of solitude.
the loneliness it swallows me whole.
drowning in agony.
praying one night you'd be here.
my dreams of you have a way of seducing me.
I get lost in them all the time.
the flashes of moments seem so real.
as I felt you on my skin.
your kisses I wish them not to leave.
your touch not to fade.
your porcelain pale body not to leave me.
yet I find myself never wanting to wake up.
somehow trying to stay.
between Limbo and reality.
your body lingering naked just resting on me.
frozen in time.
leaving nothing to chance but you and me.
your fingers caress me.
your lips dance to their favorite places.
a landscape of me mapped out by the edge of your tongue.
your kiss is a part of me.
leaving a indelible trail only your eyes can see.
I taste your waterfall a thousand times.
it feels like you're imprinted on me.
yet you leave a taste so bittersweet.
I dreamt of you over and over again.
the different positions of you and me.
a fantasy breathes life.
a crush that seems real.
your moans and your screams I remember them now.
yet I want them to be real.
to taste such sweetness.
to never wake.
to have such vivid dreams.
to feel every breath you take.
to have nothing but intimate thoughts of you.
thoughts I cannot act.
it's maddening.
wanting you.
needing you.
yet missing you.
my heart beats only to see you.
as I counted down the days.
falling hard in love with you.
yet there's no escape.
when every erotic turn leads you to me.
like a circle.
we stumbled into each other's loving gaze.
only longing to embrace.
©darkmocha