Missing you..

Missing you..
I miss the old days of cookies and tea.
I miss your laugh, your smile and you bugging me.
I miss the way we would chat for hours.
Sitting outside in the sun by the flowers.

I miss talking to you on the phone.
But what I don't miss is knowing you felt alone.
I should have spent more time with you.
Never realized our months became few.

I miss your goodbye hugs when you knew I was going back home.
I should have never let you go, then you would have never felt alone.

The last six months of your life, I cried every day.
Because I knew your time was coming that you would fade away.
I always carried you in my heart.
And still today I carry you, so we will never part.