I missed you.
is that wrong?
every time I look at your pictures I wanna cry it's been so long?
I used to dream of you.
dreams so real.
every touch.
every kiss.
even though my fantasy was never real.
but I wanted it to be.
so bad.
wanting the softness of you.
though I will never get to have.
I miss talking to you.
hearing the sound of your laugh.
holding my breath every I look at you feeling like my heart would collapse.
though we're just friends I wish we were more.
I'd leave everything.
my home.
my family.
just to be yours.
dreams I have about you I wish I could keep them on repeat.
I fall in love with you and nothing feels as ever this sweet.
yet I want you.
is that bad?
or am I destined to just have you in my dreams?
wanting you is killing me.
yet I wait for you even though I'm being with someone else anyway.
yet I love you.
nothing changed.
I wait for you every day.
©darkmocha
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