I made a mistake, I should have fought for u, I could have fought for u. I was just to numb to move my hands, I wanted to fight for u but I didn't know how cuz I've never loved someone as much as I love u...
Now it's to late cuz I have her but at night I dream of u and wish I could be in ur arms and not alone in my thoughts of u, I can't stop thinking about u, I don't want to think about u cuz it hurts and I don't want to be in pain yet all I feel is guilt and regret for all the pain I caused u,
Plz don't let me go, I need u, plz? Nobody has ever stuck with me for so long... I was happy with u...
U are all I ever wanted and never knew I needed
I understand if ur not gonna reply and if ur gonna block me but now u know how I really feel
And all my sts updates are just to see if u care or at least bring up a convo
I'm really sorry and ik I'll never find someone like u and I don't want someone like u... I want u and only u, when I thought of u when we were still together I thought that I want to see u every day when I wake up and go go sleep now I just think about all the good and bad then cry alone in the darkness of my room(I still want to see u 24/7/365)... and every day I just keep falling deeper in love with u
I'm sorry and I don't know how to show it
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