Everything fades like running ink I use
They mess with me so much I am so confuse
Is this really real of whats happening now?
I have lost the hope of me ever being found
I can never win with them living in my head
What havent I tried or done whats being said?
I know I messed up and is being delt with
These voices drown me so much like a deathbed
I think it's a virus that spreads like a disease
I dont know why I fight for a day to cease
I just feel so bad that its eating up inside
I see theres no one else i can try to confide
I am alone in this world i tried to live in
The true happiness I long for it is forbidden
Maybe I shouldn't open up as long as I breathe
Maybe they will open their eyes and finally see
Am I really such a bad person to be given a chance?
I know the feeling and sight can be so enhanced
But if you just open your mind to the possibilities
Maybe it wont be so bad to sit and actually get to know me
©deathbear
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