it's times where I feel underappreciated
times of loss and drowning of pain
today I sit here on this app
thinking about times I was once Happy
yet it all fades into the mist
as I'm in need of comfort yet don't want it
lies are told over and over
thoughts of suicide on my mind
pain and sorrow covers my body
the glaze of depression and sorry taunts me at night
I see no future I see no peace
disrespected in ways I never could imagine
the hatred is building inside my bones
leave my mind says
my heart can't take it anymore
complicated, underappreciated, misunderstood
©mistooken
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