In reality i feel unsure
Waking up from dreams where you're no more, beneath the clouds painting rainbows,not judging my eyes which didn't glow awaiting time in snow frozen cold somewhere by the north pole, taking my days like a rodeo accepting that ride "it was my choice" not realizing how sad i really became,loving what remains blue ,"hating thing's i do", hating myself for not thinking much, i went on with the fuss,not minding much " about me"inside getting ungly, loving the clouded sky not accepting chances to die as time fly's leaving just memories..
In reality i need you more
Loving what has made you perfect in my heart
Not wanting all this to fall apart, crippled by a poison dart, trading my last thoughts having pillow talks "speaking to my demon's" wondering if this is what it takes just to be one writing another sad song awaiting you to hear me begging for help
©undecided
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