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Mixed feelings

Feels like Love and war
You still mines, I'm not yours
Believe in love
Pray for love
From above
Shining stars
To the  moon
Imma take you
Outta school
up way through
know she cool
but ungrateful
know she cute
kinda fatal
we kinda stable
yes we able
got no label
i got records
lotta music
gotta hear this
gotta feel this
Know you feel this
Should i do this
Make some music
Make the G list
Not the hit list
Feel like Hitler
Fucked A German
Loved to smoke like Jamaican
Used to tell me gimme more man
Till it's no fun
fuck is my son ?
writing all these songs for you
Ducking all these girls for you
Blocking all these bots for you
Ignoring all this calls for you
All that shit for you
Hope i prolly knew
wonder if it was worth it
looking back at all this
could've called you my miss
she said maybe later lost this
Used to think we got this
Now aint calling you sis
stars we could've been you wish
Places coulda gone we dint
kids coulda had my dream
But now i gotta tell you this
i got hoes plenty fish
fuck her twice
then i switch
then i tweet
Aint got no hoes
Just my bros
Now you know
know i know that you miss me by your side
Eat that pussy like my side dish
why you hating on my side bitch
you used to like my jokes
You used to love my strokes
intrduced me to your folks
said I'm deeper in your thoughts
I was tryna find my feelings
is it you i wanna be with
Guess it's you I'd wanna live with
deaf on all the stories
I don't listen to the myths
had your genie blew your wish
I'm a player check the blitz
I been killin all these beats
And I aint f* w your s*
I aint ducking no more hoes
if you fine i take you home
if you two i got you both
if you three i call my bro
This my mixed feelings
Don't know why i kinda feel this
Different hoes, all these evenings
Think about all these meetings
Dream about al these shethings
Different thoughts, i want the meaning
Getting drunk, you know im leaning
On my life
God forgive me
For this life
That im living
Better life that I'm wising
Own my shit and some chill shit
On a biz, that's a big deal
23 no more trippin
Kill these Snakes that's just hissin
No more crying no more grieving
live my life Peter Griffin
blessings more im receiving
pretty smiles that s* deceives me
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