at this point am beyond saveing I know I say I need you but somtimes I get numb ion even know what am saying how could a person love the lord an still act like satin he was cast out because to abandonment is real even god dent realize the pain in I paint pictures and sometimes I put my pain in it am digging for the core forbidden pages that you once said was blanks and rips only thing i imaged is being happy u aint gotta get a plane nor ship try to try
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