It broke me when you deleted my photos on your Instagram.
And it devastated me when you blocked my IG accounts, too.
"Was it this easy for you?"
"Did you really want to erase me this badly?"
I wondered a lot.
And many times, I questioned myself.
You can't even unfriend your ex on your Facebook when you were with me.
I asked you to, because it bothers me that she kept on liking your posts.
You told me to do it.
You didn't care anyways, you said.
I asked you why can't you do it yourself, then?
Silence.
You said it's because you don't pay attention to your account that much.
I let that slip away.
I didn't unfriend her on your account.
It's not my place to do so.
I just dealt with my emotions instead.
Anger, hate, resentment, PAIN.
You knew I had a lot of negative experiences with that girl.
Yet, you just brushed it off, never gave me the reassurances I needed.
He doesn't care, he doesn't care.
I kept repeating these words on my head.
You said you don't care much about your social media accounts, you said you don't care much about keeping 'friends'with your ex online.
But I wondered, still.
Did you have time to think about deleting my photos and blocking me because you cared about me --
....
enough to put an effort to erase my presence on your digital world...?
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