The feeling in my body is tingling
It's the feeling I get when i
know I'm in trouble
It hurts my head when I think about it
I try not to cry
I try not to die
I can't even spare a dime for myself
Today is the day where it all happened
this is the anniversary of my mom's death
who knew she could go so fast
who I could hold this long
I think about her everyday
I cry all day long
I lost all my jobs because you was my best friend
and now you are gone
why did you leave me all alone
to take care of my family
I wasn't ready this now I can't even get out of this mess
I'm going to jail because of my love of you
can you please tell what did wrong
please tell what I said that made you die in my arms
you die the best mom in the world
even though you are dead I still here you in my mind and it's been killing me why do I live my life like this
My please help me mom with all my trouble
©jontae
J