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Mom

Goodbyes are never easy
One of the most hardest things to do
The most painful ones are the ones never explained
The unexpected ones
The ones that leave you wondering
Leaving you in all sorts of emotions
Not knowing what to do
Not knowing whether to smile and laugh at the shared memories
Whether to cry because of the void they left
Or be angry for leaving so soon
I am talking about death
The pain you feel knowing you won't see the person again
Oh if only heaven had a telephone
I would call you everyday to tell you how much I miss you
How much I love you?
I've got so many questions
Why did God take you so soon
It's been 9 years since you've been gone
But it hurts like hell thinking about you
My eyes are always filled with tears whenever I look at your pictures
I am so mad at you
For leaving me at that young age
I never stopped needing you
I need you everyday
Noone will ever love me like you did
Noone will make sacrifices for me like you did
I need you mom
I miss you so much