Though I never tell
But I'm still afraid of darkness,
Though I never show but
I still cry inside my blankets...
My eyes still search for you,
When I wake up from my nightmares.
Here, in this home,
Life is so free
Yet so restricted...
There's a happiness everywhere
But no satisfaction...
There's a freedom everywhere
But still I'm caged
They all know my presence
But still I remain unnoticed...
Living far from you
Doesn't mean I'm maverick
I am still dependent on you
I still need you to
Comfort me in your laps...
This home, This people
I feel as if I'm trapped..
I want to come back home
I am surrounded by many
But still I'm left all alone...
I'm afraid of them
I feel scared to live here...
I want you by my side
To shower me with love and care...
I can't hold much inside my heart
I want to vent out everything
But I'm stucked on where to start...
This people in this home
This vibes this home holds
Adds on the pain
Which is already there...
This pain is such
That I'm unable to get through...
I don't know what life has served for us
I just know that I want to live with you...
Though I've grown up
But still I'm afraid of darkness
Though I never express
But still I cry inside my blankets...
I want to escape from here,
I'm tired of the fakeness I wear...
Mom, I just want to come back home...
Bcoz living with this people
I feel all alone...
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