Mommy Dearest,
How come you hate me?
It's not my fault you picked my dad to make me.
Since I wasn't what you planned,
How come you came back, you should've left me with my dad.
I can only imagine what difference it would've been if you hadn't of came back.
I'm pretty sure I would've chose a different path.
unfortunately, you took me away from my dad.
you resent me for reminding you of my dad.
I resent you for lying about what I still had.
You said my dad died when I was in my 20's.
Not until my 30's did I hear about my dad being alive.
All the days and nights you sat there as I cried.
Wishing and asking God, "why"?
Why Mommy Dearest..why did you turn your back on me when I need you the most.
Now it's my turn to say good bye.
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©mamacita
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