Mala goes to bed thinking she will go to sleep but does not. She keeps having those thoughts continuously about Chris and how he tried to rape her. "Why am I keep having these thoughts? I am getting tired of this shit," She thought. She keeps having thoughts about Chris repeatedly
and the only person she told is Kathy and she thought that would of made her feel better for at least telling someone about it, but it did not. She would feel much better if she tells someone in her family about it because the replaying image of Chris coming on to her is hurting her and she does not like that feeling. An hour later she starts to dream. "Well today is your lucky night," he said, and starts kissing her again and he kisses her all over. She is feeling very uncomfortable at the moment.
"Chris stop, please stop," she said, feeling like she is losing control and her self worth.
"I love you," Chris said, unsnapping her brawl.
"CHRIS, I SAID STOP, GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME," she said, finally releases her anger and boldness, and pushes Chris towards the end of the couch and looses his balance and falls to the floor.
"I WILL NOT HAVE SEX WITH YOU. NEVER." Chris began to do more things to her. This time he gets all of her clothes off and starts to give in raping her and sticks his penis inside her vagina.
"NOOO, CHRIS PLEASE, I DON'T WANT TO, NOOO, STOP, GET OFF, SOMEBODY HELP ME PLEASE, SOMEBODY," She screams, having no power over Chris, and she rapidly wakes up sweating. "Am I having an anxiety attack or something? What an awful dream. I hate my life, and I hate being a girl. I wish God created me as a boy instead of a girl, and that way if I were a boy, I wouldn't have no guys trying to talk to me or even look at me in a nude way. I wish me and Trenti could switch bodies, that way no one could look at me the same or even treat me the same."
It is a Saturday morning, and when it was time to eat breakfast, Mala could not eat.
"I'm not that hungry this morning, I'm about to start on my homework," she said, getting
"Okay dear," Khara said.
Mara sees Mala walk away, and she did not think twice and just shrugs her shoulders of it being nothing.
Author Ciara Webb
Co-Assistants 26Khayali
Story written by Ciara Webb
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