Yeah I be staying up.
Can't really sleep in stress I be knee deep.
I married depression wasn't my selection,I'm n love with imperfections.
I say Fuck off to my demons mmmm yeah ,I say Fuck off .
Any love nah I don't feel like it rubbs on .
Ten toes down I hide behind the tears of a clown, be careful my hearts on the ground like oh well.
One day I fell asleep and I love sleep,pave the dream on me yeah.
Shower this money on me yeah , I can't stand not having any money.
I can't stand feeling like I'm not the man can u understand .
I'm one with only 1 plan ,money on my mind ,yeah I be on my grind like all the time .
I got demons on me like please save me ,they say u have to save yourself , lifes a bitch esse ,heaven's gate point me the way I just want to know what God knows about my pain .
Can he hear me pleading ,I'm bleeding ,I'm weeping ? He thought I was strong but I'm not ,wish I had a glock to shoot my reflection . My reflections corrupted ,that's not a real smile ,haven't smiled n a while. I got haters flexing on me, well Gods on me, snakes in my sleeve and I say yeesh. Life's a bitch so money pave my way ,I say sorry God I haven't prayed these days.
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