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Monster

ou have brought out the part of me that's bad
It makes me sad
To think I would never have to revisit the old me
You see
I have did my best to stay away from that
You have made it difficult
It's hard to assess
It's difficult to express
You've made it hard to suppress
Suppress the feelings
Suppress the emotions
Now it's just hard to go with the normal motion
Once again I have to determine which is the right route
I scream, I shout
I yell, I get vulgar
I don't know what I can do to make sure it doesn't get to it's over due level of harshness
I don't know how to contain it from hurting others
This monster is not me.
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