I'm in love. I'm in love with the feeling inside me.
Pounding that's getting faster and faster. A vein pops out on the side of my head. The pain I feel from gritting my teeth. I love it. Do you see what you've done to me. Too far. You've gone too far this time. I know I'm angry and I'm in pain. But why does it feel so good. Am I a monster? When did I become one? It's because of you. You made me a monster! And now I live this way. I'm disgusted, but also joyful for this feeling is... is amazing.
©theusual
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