~
Running intensively embracing this little basket of dream and memories passing
Through by the dense trees
for
saving them from being decayed into mere ashes but by whom? .By the monster haunting me through out these dark dense forests
Kept running yet suddenly i see there is no way further ,Devil looked into my eyes as i cry
In fear assuming he would
tear my dreams apart again, as well my original nature
Creature but apparent as a
nightmare~
is it really a creature?
injected into my bloodstream
shaking my heart &
veins
Noticed him from close realising it not to be*
an creature
just a part of me!
~yes the echo of a past trauma burnt inside my Brain~
Losing to that evil reflection of myself
Yeah I Lost my wonders ,my will...
neglecting the beauty of little pleasures,
Boredom that i do not intend to abide ~ lost is that self esteem as well the pride
Smiling but feeling
dead inside
Past turning my present upside
down
My insecurities seeking me
do not know where to hide
finding a place to hide
tired of this hide and seek
Stronger i will stand
Because once i was so weak
Holding on to the edge
But no rescue seem to come
And life seems too dumb
I hope overcome
but
No hand out apparent to appear
Losing my perspectives
was very hard to bear
My mind
Twisting me up side
down Tell please
No help seem to appear in this dark town ,tell me....
Inside the
blackhole of hopelessness
Will i Drown?
written this(2021) year in june✌️
pic credit- fardin khan👍
©rishabh567
R