Even though everyone around me was having fun but I couldn't even smile or laugh.
Even though they make me laugh, but I can't make a smile, even if it's just a fake smile.
It's hard to smile or laugh when I'm not really happy, even if I pretend to laugh I can't do it.
Even though I really want to laugh and be happy but why I really can't make it even to pretend?
My sadness is more dominant even though the people around me are very happy, but my heart wants to scream and explode because of pain.
I don't know how to make my Moods Off to be Moods On. It's really hard to smile and be happy.
My moods are really Off.I feel alone. I feel a deep sadness.
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