I know it's hard my friend. losing someone, we all have heart breaks, we all have times we can't cope.
If I can say one thing and that being it?
I promise you, your not alone. I swear to you I feel your pain. But you keep your beautiful eyes up, you keep that smile upon your face, and you enter the day a new person. You tell someone you love them, you give that friend a hug. And you tell your mama you love her.
Your mind might be ruined, your lose may have brought you hurt. Yet I say to you, You will find your forever chapter, you will find the happiness you deserve. Your a great spirit. I have faith in you.
So you move on, it wasn't meant to be.
Be patient, be gracious, time is a blessing.
She'll let you know when your time has come.
©danmcb
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