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moving moments

I lose it  
By letting it go. 
By me, I say it's right 
Yet within I know otherwise .
It tears my core,
So I Wear a smile.
Fooling many but me.
For this wrecks my soul 
Let go of love  
For if yours, will come.
But the ache? 
Frozen time and solitude... 
Why speak not of? 
Pain my pal.  
Hope my dread mare. 
Wail my console. 
For wine and merry, tried 
Soothes not, 
So I weep. 
And while I weep 
Weak by week,  
A void, can't avoid 
consuming every good 
Even in eons  
I without my love 
Will be just but 
A fading moment. 
©elisten