Is there ever a time in anyone's life you wish that you can't feel,
Hoping one day you'll just wake up and none of this is real.
It is time for me to raise myself up and dust off all the flames,
I can try as I may, but I know the truth, I will never feel the same.
To look to the future instead of the past is filled with fog and pain,
My present is filled with hurt and defeat until I feel the rain.
Let it wash my heart and wash my soul, make me clean again,
Meditate my damaged peices let me feel my zen.
My weakness haunts me everyday every waking moment,
I thought by now I'd move on but everything lays dormant.
Please oh please help me find a way to end this nightmare,
This endless charade of pain and tears is way too much to bear.
©kaydacie
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