I will miss that gorgeous smile, boy it dragged my ass a mile 😋 For me I walked in grace, I'm sorry for you I was only disgrace. For me it was oh so real, who knew it was my ability to love you'd steal. Such a tragedy the loss of my boo, it was oh so cozy in this love nest with you. I chose reality over fiction, I could no longer listen with conviction. Although with ignorant bliss, your lips I did kiss, and will always miss. 😘
The audacity of what you call love, the way you justify yourself as though endorsed from above. But maybe it's your lack of belief, that sent you to the place that labels you a thief. A liar and a cheat as though the men are absolutely nothing beneath your feet. I wish I could stoop to the level that is you, I wish somehow I could rebirth myself anew. But you left me so incapable of all things, Mr. Nobody cannot find his wings. Stuck in hell fire and brimstone, cursed to walk alone. If I was a dog there would be no bone, just your wicked acts via phone. I loved from places so very deep, it is only I who will weep. You have no soul and gingerness beat you to the goal. So void of any remorse as you chart your treacherous course. But there are some in your wake, that refuse to shake in your quake!
But it is my romantic heart you did bake, from these torturous dreams I shall never awake. Alcohol did see that wall fall, nothing shall be built here, not parking lot not mall. How you do what you do runs me through, how naive you are in your floss, its all realness that you chose to toss. Pat is ever so blind to his bunny, even witnessing the hands in her honey. As I awoke that bitch nigga did sleep, I can no longer listen to his puny heart weep. I yank up what's left of this heap, and claw to some realness before it's my time to sleep. Mr. Nobody where's his name well, his punk ass so long dead he doesn't even smell. He loves you beyond the grave, but not one piece of him did you attempt to save. But bitch niggas get what they get, on that logical throne I can sit. Be it I'm tied to this vessel my two sense I can spit.
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