Sometimes I wake with a heart ache
My relation with life was like that of a wrist and a blade..
Strange twist of fate had me on this darkest of place..
Poisoned by love and a faith..
Couldn't make my way through the crowd without a weak knee..
Omg They're laughing at me,
omg they are talking about me..
Why is he looking at me..
Why the fuck is she staring..
Now my heart starts to race..
My whole body shakes..
Sweat breaks..
wobbly legs...
Talking head....
Short breath...
Vision blurs..
Speech slurs..
Anxiety fucking ransacked my confidence..
I can't move, I'm frozen..
Alcohol became my way to escape..
1peg..
2peg..
3peg...
now I'm on pegasus..
Flying over the crowd..
My confidence sprouts like a magic bean..
Now they can hear my slurred speech and call me an alcoholic..
Now they can look at my wobbly legs and call me names..
But I call myself Mr.Confident for a day...
©sutshant
S