I've been walking
so very long
In this rain.
I became accustomed
Through every puddle
To all the pain.
Now I'm used
to the dark clouds
I have attained.
Whether it be
What I brought on
Or God's devine way.
I used to search
How to escape
How to abstain.
Requirements inability
To become closer
Of this mystery arcane.
Once intrigued
Long since passed
Now dully mundane.
No answer ever comes
Nor solution presents
What should've been explained.
Friends who act
like they are not
Is all I've obtained.
Purposely inflicted
And Lied to
Only out to drain.
I never asked
For help from anyone
I desire nothing of gain.
Oblivious to the exit
I just keep
trying to sustain.
Incapable of breaking out
Against my personality
I'll numbly refrain.
Consulting an introvert
Should've been priority
To avoidable disdain.
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