INSIDE HER WOMB
Inside my mother's womb
Should have been the safest place
On planet earth.
Inside my mother's womb
Should have been my happiest place
On this earth.
Inside my mother's womb
Should have been the most warmest place
On earth.
Inside my mothers womb
Should have been the most sweetest place
On planet earth
My mothers womb became the most
Deadliest place to me on earth,
More deadlier than the Sambisa forest.
My mother's womb became a danger zone -
more dangerous than the north east insurgents.
She should have been
My Doctor.
She should have been
My protector
She should have been
My mentor
But she ended up becoming
My tormentor, persecutor, my prosecutor
and my executor.
She should have been
My provider.
She should have been
My preserver.
She ended up becoming
My murderer!
She hated me so much
She never allowed me
To see this beautiful world.
She never allowed me to speak
Even a single word.
I begged her no to kill me
She did.
I beseeched her not to end
My unformed body
Yet! she did.
Now I am just a stinking liquid
Flushed down her toilet.
I will never hear the sound of the tress,
The humming birds or a rocket.
I will never know what it feels like
To have money inside my wallet and pocket.
Who would ever believed that
My own mother murdered me?
I could have been one of those joyful kids
Playing In the neighborhood today
But look at me right inside a smelling sewage
Just because my evil mother was carried away -
By her ego, her selfishness, her self-centeredness
And her wickedness,
she threw me away.
She terminated my existence
With the Doctors assistance
Despite my violence resistance.
©® Tanmoy
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