R

music not a poem

-i was 4 pills in i wasn't feeling myself
-i o.d. with the medical shelve
-drops of sweat running down my cheeks
-my chest and back on fire why can't i speak ?
-im laying on the floor shaking
-my heart beating fast it's racing
- everything turns white
-is this how death feels ?
-im finally at peace
-is this it ? Is this how it's gon be ?
-all of a sudden I'm hearing voices screaming
-it ain't nothing new but it sounds so familiar
- Its my mothers particular voice i can hear it
-shes saying marco plz wake up what you doing stupid
-stop playing with me oh baby please breathe
-i wake up and i gasp for air
-she picks me up sits me on the chair
-shakingly looking for her keys
-a roaptrip to the hospital i still can't breathe
-im on ivs and i hear the t.v
-static and then i hear the devil asking
-son do you wan make it out ?
-do you want to finally be heard out ?
-sign this shit it's a lease for your soul
-in return you'll have major gold
-in return you'll be in control
-you'll have everything you wished for
-a new necklace is what you wan cop?
-any car you want in that parking lot
-you wan waste it on these pathetic bitches ?
-go for it you'll now have the riches to do so
-think about it I'll be waiting for your soul
Pre verse
-im in a deep sleep
-memories flashing
-i.v. dripping and my momma crying
-im contemplating on making a pact with the devil
-after this shit we all will be settled
-my family won't be having to break they back
-i can finally be rolling in a Cadillac
-this fucken opportunity seems so tempting
-but do i really wan be the devils baby
2nd verse
-2 months pass and everything's going groovy
-my life looks perfect seems like a movie
-i finally got a room to myself no broken door
-momma has her own place we ain't broke no more
-i just copped a new whip
-shit you should see all the bitches that get in
-"isn't that k-u- double s from that UG crew ?"
-"i heard he got major chips go and get that boo"
-at a snap of my fingers everything came true
-the bitches the whips the chips and the
Drugs too
-now Im feeling like a king
-do i regret it ? No not really
-its just these visions that been fucking w me mentally
-now the voices have gotten louder
-and my dreams have turned into nightmares
- he's saying you better listen or I'll take care !
©rmmmmm