Must be nice
Sometimes in life you don't always get what you want.
Shit, most of the times in life you don't get what you want.
All of the time in life I never get what I want.
Whoever says it's exaggeration, I'll challenge the taunt.
It's not self pity or sulking, your compliments are insulting.
Belittled while exalted.
I hate having to do this.
In my mind it's therapeutic.
I know I'm my only audience,
no matter how loud my music.
I know if they hear, they didn't listen.
I'm only as good as my muses.
Tear drops trickle, and tickle, yet, unamusing.
Running suicides off the face,
these were no drills.
In posthumous color,
grey, silent, and still.
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