Muted

Mute dilute.
I do not comprehend.
Your lips are moving, but I just can't hear to process.
Busted in frustration I can't refrain myself.
Yelling and screaming no more can I take.
My head banging throbbing from what you speak.
Frantic I am can't you see?
Anger you see frustration I feel.
My mind takes a hold to breaks to give.
Lame blame is all that you do.
Hate me for muting.
Only way to survive.
My walls are building chaos around me.
Noise is all that it is.
No sense to be made.
Combusting all these feelings spinning in circles.
My tears to release.
No way to speak.
Confused by all this bullshit they choose to speak.
-Stephanie Houltzhouser
11/13/2019
https://www.amazon.com/Shadowed-Her-Truth-Stephanie-Houltzhouser-ebook/dp/B07YWL6819
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