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Muted Thoughts.

My thoughts are screaming from inside,
Words running around in circles,
Pounding like African drums.
Anxiety and Confusion take charge,
My ears oozing with so much rage,
I tried opening my mouth.
but words cannot find a way to come out,
Only tears flowing down from my eyes.
I look up in the Heavens,
to start a silent Prayer,
words became muted in silence too,
I couldn't even scream ,
beacuse fear locked in my voice.
I am drowning in Anxiety and Confusion,
Battling with with questions without answers.
My mind is like a battlefield,
but only with wounds made from words,
Crying in silence.
Can anyone hear me in my silent cry?
is there anyone noticing me in my solitude?
I believe God do hear my silent cry and my muted thoughts too.
And then my muted thoughts will one day burst like thunder,
Overflow like a river into the sea after a storm,
Then i will i will feel the sun on my skin,
and have the glimpse of looking at my Rainbow.
©herthought