After what I went through with my first daughter, scared me, but I was planning a second child just the same.
By the time tiffany was almost turning 2, I found out I was pregnant, that was our aim.
I had to figure out another way to have this baby, I really didn't want another epidural since the first one, went bad.
I want to have this baby, and not be sad.
The first trimester was fantastic and I didn't get sick, again.
3 months flew into 4 and I was now on my 2nd trimester, happiness has no end.
I found out I was having another girl, I was happy that Tiffany would have a sister to call her own.
She would not have to feel alone.
Their dad wanted a boy, but he was happy as long as she was healthy.
Going into the 3rd trimester, I was getting a lot of heart burn.
Everyone has said to me that this means she will have a lot of hair, that means, I have a lot to learn.
My weight was pretty normal except with this baby I didn't gain as much weight.
From 130lbs to 149lbs only 19 pounds in the whole pregnancy, was my state.
As the months went on, I was close to my time.
It's now my time to shine.
Found out she had turned, which was good information we had learned.
The same for her, we looked through a book of names.
Found only 3 that we agreed on, Linsay, Stephanie and melanie.
We chose Linsay,
Two weeks before her due date, I had one more appointment and found out my body was stressed.
So of course I had to take a stress test.
Then they set me an appointment one week before her due date.
They will be putting me to sleep, and another cesarean was my fate.
After I had came out of the operation, my mind was weary.
I couldn't hold my little baby, I became teary.
I was afraid, and so her dad held her tight.
Every thing he said to her, sounded so right.
After a few days, I finally held her and didn't want to let her go.
Her dark eyes, and a head full of hair, I loved her so.
Now I know why I had a lot of heart burn.
This is something new, I had learned.
Found out I had postpartum depression, but thank God, it didn't last.
Got my tubes tied, because decided at that moment, we didn't want no more children, our time is to love these two beauties, time does really go by fast.
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