I am soo sorry
For the way I've treated you..
You didn't do anything,
But still I was soo rude..
I was your worst enemy..
I called you many things..
From a "loser"..to a "nobody"..
That "..you'll never be pretty,
Like those girls in those fashion magazines.."
That I know that I've achieved,
In damaging your self-esteem,
With all this negativity..
That I can't take back,
The damage is done..
And for that..
I am truly sorry..
I am soo sorry
For making you feel worthless,
Even when you tried your best..
Becuz in actuality,
There is no such thing as perfect
But instead,
I still made you feel worse,
By comparing you to the rest,
Who appeared to be spotless
Than acknowledging your beautiful uniqueness..
And now you are soo deeply depressed..
Becuz i kept feeding you these lies,
The devil tells in my head..
Enough to make you cry many nights in your bed..
Making me realize
and question myself
Why?..
Why do I treat myself like this?..
Becuz the truth is..
You are 'Not' worthless
You never was..
Becuz the Man above,
See's the value in us..
The reason why He shed His innocent blood..
..so trust..
You are "Enough"..
©sillau92
S