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My beautiful daughters..

Tiffany, I remember carrying you in my tummy, oh how wonderful it felt knowing my first baby was going to be a girl, oh how I loved you so.
As the months went on, you started to grow.
You were the " surprise baby" and even til the end, everything surprised me about you.
You didn't want to turn, so I was sent to another hospital and still they couldn't turn you.
Daddy and I said " wow, this baby is stubborn and a fighter."
When we finally got you home from the hospital after 10 days, the days got a little brighter.
Linsay, I remember carrying you in my tummy, you were the planned one.
The 2nd girl, days were going by so fast, the pregnancy was fun.
When I got to the end, they felt that this baby was a little stressed inside me.
Back to the hospital to do some stress tests, and here I thought I was free.
They said you have turned and gave me a choice for natural birth or cesarean.
I chose cesarean, but being put to sleep, because I remember the first birth, don't want to go back there again.
You were tiny, but feisty, is what the doctors had said.
Mimi- me, is what I had saw in my head.
Now 24 and 27, both have grown up into beautiful young ladies, that's what I hear.
Our life wasn't the easiest, but at least you had the things you needed in life, I always feared.
You have both parents in your life, but maybe not in the same home.
At least you didn't grow up alone.
We did the best to raise you.
That much is true.
Tiffany and Linsay, mommy sure loves you.
©terrylin53