lying here in the silence.
the dark is my prison.
the four walls are the guards.
just another solitary Cage.
my hell inside hell.
my coffin of opacity.
yet I dream.
the brief escape of the cold outside that linger in the cracks.
the moon is only light for a moon.
yet I see you again every night.
the smiles i found familiar to this quiet.
the beauty of black and white.
glisten like diamonds.
kisses of porcelain never wake me.
but I dreamt it to be.
in nights like theses.
where a kiss haunts me.
where a touch wishes to linger.
yet I'm all alone.
the covers feel like snow.
warmth and pale soft skin is only a dream.
a fantasy I have to live with.
the ghost that revisits me every night.
as you come and go.
leaving me numb for the sweetness of a soft caress.
yet it's the coffin of dreams I escape to.
the taste of you are in the flashbacks of the morning.
so when I wake.
it's hurts.
cuz sleep is my only escape.
to them.
to the nonexistent world.
I'm not of this world.
when I lie in my bed.
©darkmocha
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