my bestfriend

felt like I lost my bestfriend the first time I've ever felt like this, I just walked away and left with saying goodbye, just felt like I had no reason to say anything and that's why I'm sitting in the dark now, the feeling I have is the most disgusting feeling I'm feeling a little empty like for a moment in time my friendship wasn't there and that's scary for me, but tonight it happened and now I sit here wondering If I lost my bestfriend