it was a heartbreak.
a gut wrenching ache swirling in my chest.
tears.
they poured out as if to drown me.
as I stood there paralyzed unable to move.
my worst fears played out like a game splitting my undead heart in two.
you were a drug to me.
a fatal flaw made blessing to me but even that didn't help.
tears of blood kissing my cheek.
the metallic taste was a pill hard to swallow.
yet I stood there broken in half.
like a ghost just drifting wasting away.
trying to find solace in something in anything but love.
but the pain.
it killed me.
the agony of watching you place the stake to my heart.
the ache.
excruciating yet poetic.
as I stood there wanting to beg but the words I used to know didn't exist.
as I stepped back.
turning finna to just walk to my car and leave.
the tears running burning wildly bitterly like rivers.
as I hoped no I prayed to Lilith you'd follow me.
but vampires are supposed to be emotionless.
we don't suppose to feel.
as I watched a fierce fire burn in your eyes.
one of hate and so much disdain.
yet I drove.
I drove for miles.
wishing serenading ache would stop.
but it never did.
love never does.
it just consumes you fully.
till you have nothing left.
no tears, no pain, nothing!
it burns.
it hurts.
but are my bleeding tears to blame.
not a single word not a whisper.
but heavy metal blurring in the background.
it's almost poetic.
this unlikely savory occasion.
yet I couldn't get my mind off you.
thinking what am I to do?
when I just can't get over you.
©darkmocha
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