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my breaking heart

I don't like my heart
Even though it's breaking
I still like you
I'm still... Waiting
Breaking hearts are weird
The more they break
The more they hurt
They still hold on
My breaking heart is no different
I've been hurt, it's been hurt
Hurt so many times
I told you this
I told you how
I... I thought I was done
Done with pain
Done with having my heartbroken
Or having a heart that's breaking
But... I guess I was wrong
I... I thought you liked me
You do like me... Right?
You know...
No matter how many times a heart breaks it still hurts every time
I never had a real good relationship
Or one that lasts
I don't know why
Why I'm always the one whose hurt
The one who gets left
My breaking heart can only take so much
My mom warned me
Told me to be careful
That... This might happen
I get to attached... It's a flaw
A flaw I hate now
Do you even hear me?
Hear my calls for you to answer
Maybe... We weren't meant to be
Maybe you... Figured that out
If so, you could've told me
I would understand
Be sad of course
But understand
Nothing is worse than a breaking heart
Except being led to believe an imaginary future
My breaking heart will heal eventually
And I hope that you find your happiness
Even... Even if it's not me
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