Amid all the chaos, you were my lighthouse in an ocean storm
Your radiant light shone above and guided me away from the wreckage of my demise
So why, now, when I need your light the most, you no longer shine for me?
Why is it that when I call out to you from the raging sea,
You pretend as if you cannot hear me?
Your sweet song that lulled me to sleep,
Why is it that I no longer hear a peep?
Your love is what guided me through this dark, lonely night,
My lamp that shone so bright.
My lamp, you cease to be,
And now I am lost for eternity.
Until I find my way home to you,
Until you find your way home to me,
Until we find our way back home to each other.
I will love you and never love another.
Even if you find someone new,
Who steals your heart as I do,
My one true love will always be you.
So leave me if you must,
Lay me down in the dust,
Abandon me and let me rust.
I will continue to love you so,
For that is all that I know.
Lie to me with words of love and lust,
I could care less; you have my blind trust.
Leave me here to die alone,
I suppose this is how I must atone.
Nevermore shall your love fall upon me,
Your arms may never wrap around me,
Your kiss may never steal my lips,
Your warm hands may never caress my face.
These salty tears that I cry for you,
I cry in vain,
Amidst the pouring rain.
I am lost, and you are my way,
So I shall lay here and let my love decay
©saturnsei
S