I know I shouldn't have looked
But I had to see
Read exactly
What you wrote about me
You're my mom
Why would you do this to me?
You love me but
I'm just like your sister
The one you hate
You said I just like to start drama
That my brother could believe me
If he wanted too
But that I'm crazy
I believe
My dad is a alien
That you were inseminated
By one
That I was abducted on a ship
When I was little
In Alamogordo New Mexico
That I told them
Exactly what to say
How crazy that makes you
Telling lies about me
Why would I
Make it up
I can tell you this
The little girls didn't lie
They came to me for help
Your son is dead to me
My brother died
Last summer
Although not physically
But in my head he is dead
After all the messed up things
He has done in my life
Molesting a child
Takes the cake
I don't forgive him
Never will
You believe his story
Why?
You know its a lie
Putting his dick in their mouth
While they were asleep
He told you
It was a hot dog on a stick
It makes me sick
They weren't camping
But you believe him
I'm the bad one
The mad one
Crazy one
Once again
Your sticking up
For that piece of shit
When he used to hit me
Robbed my house
You said I deserved it
Or I made it up
Guess what
He died last summer
I'm so glad
He will never be
In my life again
After you're gone
I have two other brothers
Who feel the same way
He's dead to us
I don't care
what you say about me
Yes it hurt at first
But I know my worth
I know who I am
My self-esteem
Was built by me
You won't ever
break me
Neither will he
Say what you want
You can't change the truth
I love you
You're my mom
I can forgive you
Our time together
Is limited
So I'm not gonna dwell
On your ignorance
Of your son
The monster
That you fed
And created
That only gets
Larger
With the years
Of you
Always denying
What he did
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