I am deep inside
No one can hear my sound
It is too dark
I can't even be found
My mind has taken me
Too a place I am always scared to be
No matter what i think about
Seem like ill never free
Seem like the darkness holds me down
To the point that I can't breathe
If i tell you my hurting feeling
I don't think you would believe
When I'm around people I want to act
That way to have it together
Soon as I lay my head down
My head is cloudy with stormy weather
I'm crying inside
With the devil running with my soul
I have nothing to save me
Its my heart thats is stole
I'm gasping I'm reaching for air
Everyone else is fine
My body is falling apart its not fair
My body is in a fetsish position I'm in a bind
My heart has never beat this fast
My heart has never race this fast
My heart has never hit me this fast
The devil is driving my mind and
he won't get off the gas
The pain has turn from mental to physical
At the same time my life is critical
I don't know to open or close my eyes
I start to cry so forget my pride
©poetteller
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