It's always been there,
It never faded away,
The love for you I have,
Will always stay,
I just ignored it,
And I got good at it too,
Could almost convince myself,
Most days that I was over you,
I made peace with it,
Like my own chronic pain,
No matter what I did,
My love for you would remain,
But now I have to watch,
As you drift even further away,
I should have know better,
To think in that moment, it would stay,
It was far to good to be true,
But I walked right into it's daze,
Here I am once again,
Trying to forget where this all stays,
Though it is all in vain,
For I will always have my chronic pain,
My love for you will always remain.
©justin_ur
J