To Joe Im sorry you never came .
to any Birthday party's.
but it's ok.
they never gave me one anyways.
so sorry you never came to see me.
even when I almost died.when my appendix bursted .or when I fall out of a tree.you never came
.I could not breath.
Or when my brother ran me over
with his dirt bike
he knock out my front teeth .
.Im sorry you mist all of me growning up
. you was not there.
when My step dad did bad thang s to me.
so what is a dad ?when you never had one.
so I all away called you Joe.
cuz I don't
call men I don't know Dad.
you let bad people hurt me .
when I call you ..
you could never talk.
when I asked you.
can I come live. with you .
and you said no.
.when I said bad things was happening
you said your mom
can handle it.Joe
when I turned
18 and came to meat you
you made me meat you at a hotel
why ?
all you could see is I had grown.wow
and then all you keeped
asking me is do I work .
and to loose weight.
wow I was 103. pounds.
I all ways wish I had dad
but no.
now when When I call
its I love you.
lol wow
I use to cry to be with you
my mom would say
your to much like your dad.
she still loved you.
my mom study witch craft
and that was scary
.you know every day I wanted you.
I was scared .so I would hid
this is why mom
would say your to much
like your daddy.
wow
if only she knew
I was just to young.
see dad you made me who I am
and a mom who did not believe.
may she rest in peace..
but you are still living
and still don't talk
well Joe its your loss
God Bless .
and I forgive you.
©allymae
S