My dad told me to rethink my life
Thinking about it you never planned to give me life.
I was a mistake that you along the way tried to correct
You got married and now the unplanned divorce came along
When I think about my life I cheated myself out of life's pleasure and fulfillment.
I cared about my birth parents life when. in reality they should of never had birth rights over me.
All my life I've experience pain and face the struggle of broken love from my parents.
In result of that I've been searching for real love however when I have it I don't know how to fight for it.
As I try to move forward the pain and their hurt follows me or is recreated in another form
My daddy also taught me a great lesson and told me to move on with my life because he made so much scarf ices for me.
Wow I'm a mistake and now a burden to you.
I laugh and I smile because I've been independent in my own will and right since I was sixteen.
I am magical and unstoppable because of it.
I'm letting go reconstructing my heart and repairing my soul.
©erica1022
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