I've always wondered why things happen
I use to believe things happened for a reason
People wonder why I have lost my faith
Most of the time I dont know and just wait
I see everything I am surrounded by
Everything I've touched and wondered why
It becomes destroyed and full of big flames
I cant help but think I am the one to blame
I am always full of this negativity sorrow
I know if they stick to me they wont go so
Finally I open up to someone I love so much
That fell so hard says they love me so much
I cant help but think I've made it worse
I thought I was helping it become in reverse
That someone was escalating to the next level
Am I really their saint or their own evil devil
I understand I may be too much to handle
As you sit speaking your mind I sit and fondle
Your mind is too much like mine as i listen
I dont want to screw up the life that you were given
Believe me when I say I want to be your angel
I feel I've created this unbearable tangle
Please listen and know that I've meant well
I really didnt mean for your downs to excell
I will always be here and never will I fade
Just know I know what it is like to be afraid
I finally found you and am attached to you too
I really hope that I do get to see you soon
Just know I am truly sorry for everything
I miss you terribly and hope you will still take my ring
©deathbear
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