Stop the music
I'm getting numb
I don't feel what I was
Every colour just turned
To black and white
Within few seconds
Where did all the good vibes go?
Few minutes ago
I was singing and dancing
Getting high on all the positivity
Thinking how great the moment is
But now I'm questioning
Myself again
Why am I sitting here now
Like I have never been here
This place seems so familiar
But I feel lost
Where is my family? My friends?
Did I disappear? Are they worrying about me?
Drink some water, it'll be fine
I heard the last few angels talking
Sure, I wanna drink some water
I need to get up but I can't
It's like I can't move
Maybe I don't want to
I no longer hear they talk
I think I made them wait for so long
I asked for pain killers
No, you don't have any pain.
Wise people said
I asked for antidepressants
What?? Are you depressed?
You don't look like that
Then gimme something to fix this
I screamed
Fix what
I dunno
Feelings?? Thoughts?? Or my brain??
No.
Then why am I crying now??
What is happening to me?
I can hear someone is whispering
They don't sound like angels but
They seem to understand me better
"We got you, don't worry.
Everyone thinks you are gone too far.
But you're important to us
They were never there for you
But we watched you and never left you
Come join us
Let's go enjoy the darkness
To the sound of silence"
©angiyo
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