B

my depression

I'm trapped in my depression with no way out.
as I go unheard I begin to shout
after I shout I give way to doubt
with my motivation gone there's no way to breakout
it spreads through my brain and whole body
and all throughout
nobody cares about me anymore
it's just like before
soon as we get close, they walk out the door
leave me crying on the floor.
too painful to ignore
too broken to restore
too depressed to feel happy anymore.
my depression is to bad to comprehend
my happiness is all pretend
a heart too broken to defend
because everyone I know goes away in the end
©brokensoul