Nothing can explain,
The thoughts inside my head,
All the hate and pain,
And the wishing I was dead,
Sometimes it's what I'm feeling,
But it's not completely true,
It's all the fucked up shit, that this life has put me through,
Feeling's of lose, and suffering,
And all the hurt that it brings,
No love, just pain,
To me the feeling's are the same,
It brings shame, with no sanity to gain
driving any person completely insane
This dark road that I'm traveling,
I'm definitely walking it alone,
I guess I'm stuck in this unauthorized zones
Will I change, probably not,
But this is me it's all that I got
Will I prosper, its unlikely,
I guess have become My own worst enemy,
Can I be saved, it's hard to tell,
It seems my souls destined for hell
Will i find a cure for the sickness that's inside my head
Probably not , and ultimately it will probably leave me dead,
Am I scared of death,
No, but I used be,
I'm just doing what I feel is my destiny
Right or wrong I guess I'm not sure
So whatever may come I guess I'll endure
V