Man... This is exactly what I dreamt of
A life with dead emotions and all weird stuff
One look at me you'll say I'm sweet
I'm rude but I'm not very tough
'Check out my life' I'll tell you
'Get away from me 'I'll shout
I mean why do you care
Everybody has their own damn problems
Then why do therapists exist?
Whyyy? .... Don't they have their own stupid stuff to deal with?
I asked for help and you tell me that everyone has their own damn problems..
What is that supposed to mean
Let me tell you if you didn't get me
I said this is exactly what I dreamt of
A life with dead emotions and all weird stuff
One look at me you'll say I'm sweet
I'm rude but I'm not very tough
Man all I ever wanted was a reason to smile
A reason to laugh truly
A reason to be me and be liked
A reason to argue with you about the lies you heard about me
But all I ever got were reasons to cry
Reasons to look at my suicide thoughts fly
Reasons to fake me and be liked
And ohh.. Saying sorry every time even when I did nothing 💔😶
So understand me when I say
This is exactly what I dreamt of
A life with dead emotions and all weird stuff
One look at the me you'll say I'm sweet
I'm rude but I'm not very tough
©eugenia
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