My ex's

I remember all my ex's in the same way as I hate my demon, I remember them as my enemies, because if you don't, what would that make you?
I will admit, in the past and somewhat now, I was an asshole, I never took relationships seriously,
I do now, but however, the more serious I take them, the harder it is to maintain them,
there's always that point in time where you just want to give up the relationship,
And when you do, it's most of the time because of something meaningless,
You feel like it's your..life getting dirty.
©alafat